They say a 'picture is worth a thousand words' - I say it is a cliché. But nevertheless I still believe in that.
It is 3Am and until now I could not scrutinize the right word to use. I am puzzled. I am confused. Should I say it is "Picture Perfect"? There-the world stopped and I am looking straight in your eyes. At the back of my mind I wonder what you are thinking-right at this very moment. Is it ME , is it YOU or is it SOMEONE ELSE? Then I went on. If you were thinking of me then you would have answered my calls, my text messages and my e-mails. I slowly sunk in my pillow and bit my lips. I shouted underneath it so hard and I alone could hear it. Then I asked myself "Is she worth every single cut from the thorns along the path?" I did not want to answer that . So I stared at your picture again. Ahhhh- so fulfilling, charming and heart-warming. Despite your absence for the past 4 years, I still feel your warm touch, tasty lips and smooth cheeks.
Yes, 4 years. I thought of giving up and little by little I did. I did 'almost' everything I could to make you talk, move and love me again. Every single time you shun me down until you finally made me. All that is left for me to do is look at your picture which I carry with me everywhere. Every morning I greet you "Good Morning." I talked to you when I am alone and defenseless. You WERE my hero and that was about it.
I moved on, safe to say or have I? So I went on with my life and I could say you had.
Then unexpectedly you rang back. You said you do not want people to change. You do not want me to change. I did not reply immediately for evident reasons. Multiple questions kept flooding my mind and I did not want to think about it-YOU. But I could not help it! Why? Why only now? I can not say that I regretted because I was very willing to wait for you. But I still can not find a suitable answer for it. Saying I love you is never enough until you show it.
Should I or Should I not? So much for tussle between I and ME.
I love you but do I still should?
(not yet finished)
It is 3Am and until now I could not scrutinize the right word to use. I am puzzled. I am confused. Should I say it is "Picture Perfect"? There-the world stopped and I am looking straight in your eyes. At the back of my mind I wonder what you are thinking-right at this very moment. Is it ME , is it YOU or is it SOMEONE ELSE? Then I went on. If you were thinking of me then you would have answered my calls, my text messages and my e-mails. I slowly sunk in my pillow and bit my lips. I shouted underneath it so hard and I alone could hear it. Then I asked myself "Is she worth every single cut from the thorns along the path?" I did not want to answer that . So I stared at your picture again. Ahhhh- so fulfilling, charming and heart-warming. Despite your absence for the past 4 years, I still feel your warm touch, tasty lips and smooth cheeks.
Yes, 4 years. I thought of giving up and little by little I did. I did 'almost' everything I could to make you talk, move and love me again. Every single time you shun me down until you finally made me. All that is left for me to do is look at your picture which I carry with me everywhere. Every morning I greet you "Good Morning." I talked to you when I am alone and defenseless. You WERE my hero and that was about it.
I moved on, safe to say or have I? So I went on with my life and I could say you had.
Then unexpectedly you rang back. You said you do not want people to change. You do not want me to change. I did not reply immediately for evident reasons. Multiple questions kept flooding my mind and I did not want to think about it-YOU. But I could not help it! Why? Why only now? I can not say that I regretted because I was very willing to wait for you. But I still can not find a suitable answer for it. Saying I love you is never enough until you show it.
Should I or Should I not? So much for tussle between I and ME.
I love you but do I still should?
(not yet finished)
